If I were a boy.

What type of a boy would I be?

Would I be a tough guy or a sissy? *Since I have 6 sisters*

What traits would I have?

Would I be a cool guy or a loser? 
Would I be athletic or smart? Jock or Nerd? 

What type of girls would I like?

Would I like my girl-self if I were a boy?

What type of guys friends would I have chose?

Would I still love my family as I am now as a girl?

What type of a brother would I be to my sisters? Protective or laid-back?
Would it be a more exciting life if I were a boy?
What type of influence would I have on people?

Would I have a completely different personality?
How will my thinking be different?

Will my values as a girls be applicable if I were a boy?

Will I love God like I do as a girl?

Am I the only girl that has these thoughts?

I'm a person with a million thoughts and curiosity. 

And this is my most recent curiosity, that has got me thinking a lot!

This is actually quite fun to think about.

Would I be better at being a guy? Hahah...
There must be a reason why God chose FEMALE for my gender instead of MALE when creating me.
For I'm fearfully & wonderfully made by God ♥

Psalm 139:14 (NLT)

''Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! 

Your workmanship is marvelous -- how well I know it.''

My self-confidence is not from my perspective or others' perspective of my looks, but of God's perspective.

God made me beautiful! :) 

God must have made me a girl for me to fulfill His mission on this planet called Earth. 

[ TOP SECRET MISSION ]

. . .

Let's try to answer my own curiosity...

P/S: I took a LOOOOOONNNGGGG time trying to answer these questions! *phew* 

What type of a boy would I be?
- A good one. *hopefully?* I know I would never be a playboy, I have disciplinary older sisters to kick me back to the right tracks like they do now! HEHE... Love you Careen & Gladys! *SARANGHAEYO* ♥

Would I be a tough guy or a sissy? *Since I have 6 sisters*
- Probably not that sissy. Even though I'm a girl, I'm not that ladylike... I killz cockroach >:)

What traits would I have?
-  Probably quite EGO-A-TIC. Good-looking? -> GENETICS. Yes, very good-looking.

Would I be a cool guy or a loser? 
- Hopefully a cool guy. La-la?

Would I be athletic or smart? Jock or Nerd? 
- I'm not an extremist, so probably somewhere in between the line.

What type of girls would I like?
- I think I would like girls that wear flora skirts + pink and is shorter than me, to feed my manly ego! haha... OH WAIT! That's my own sisters O.O AH-HA! Just kidding... 

Would I like my girl-self if I were a boy?
- NOT SURE. Don't think so.

What type of guys friends would I have chose?
- Errr... I can't even answer my own question -.- oh help!

Would I still love my family as I am now as a girl?
- What's there not to love? ♥

What type of a brother would I be to my sisters? Protective or laid-back?
- Protective. 

Would it be a more exciting life if I were a boy?
- Errr... probably more outgoing? 

What type of influence would I have on people?
- Good influence >:)

Would I have a completely different personality?
- Errrr... Should be! I can't be having the same girly personality right? hmm...

How will my thinking be different?
- I should be thinking of how hot CL is and not TOP. *kpop talk* 
But I think, even if I were a boy, TOP would still be HOT to me ;) Such a charmer! ♥

Will my values as a girls be applicable if I were a boy?
- I would want the guy me to respect girls. I think, most of my values now would still be applicable :)

Will I love God like I do as a girl?

- The answer is YES! ♥

. . .

What do you think? If I were a boy, what type of a boy would I be? 

What about you? If you were a boy / girl, what type of a boy / girl would you be? 

Till the next post! :) ,

Loveen

Who am I? - Identity crisis

Every youngsters will go through this thing called - Identity Crisis.

It doesn't only applies for reality, but virtually as well.

I'm at the early stage of blogging life that I have no idea who am I or what type of a blogger I am.

I was asking myself what type of a blogger will I become or should I become?

Before I can start blogging, I must know my Blogger trait.

Over the years of reading blogs, I've identified a few types of bloggers.

1. The Photographer...

I loveeee reading blogs like these :) 

One of my all time favorite Photographer blogger is the father of Kristin & Kayla. 

I love how he spends so much time with his daughters and make such creative and crazy pictures!

Been faithfully reading his blog since 2009 ! :)

2. The Deep Ones...

These Bloggers are the types of girls and guys that blog about deep quotes about LOVE & LIFE = LOVE LIFE. *when 99% of them are still single... OPS!* 

Not to say I hate reading blogs such as these... But I feel I got enough of these emo posts / quotes from Twitter alone already. Usually blogs like this will lose my interest in the first 10secs of reading the first 2 quotes. But what amazes me when reading blogs like these is that they can come up with new quotes again and again that is on the same subject of Lovveeee. Hehehehehheheh...

3. The FOODIES...

Blogs such as these should be avoided at all times when you're on a DIET or when it's pass midnight :')

It can be a joy or pure torture reading them. Because on one side it gives you information and reviews about restaurants and their food, on the other hand it reminds you that you may never get to eat those delicious / glorious / heavenly food.... because they are expensive :')  

4. The Life Journey...

I love how bloggers blog about their Life Journey and how you can see them grow and mature throught the years of reading their blogs :)

My favorite blog of all time -> Careen Tan

Not saying this just because she is my sister, but honestly I enjoy reading about her life journey :)

I am one of her faithful readers that has been reading her blog since DAY 1 and it's quite amazing how God has used her throughout her life. 

Well, there's actually more types of different bloggers in this world... But I am too lazy to figure them out. #LAZY 

The very main reason why I started this blog is to share my life experience, mainly in my studies :)

While researching about the course I wanted to take, I prayed and hoped for a blog that will share insight of how is it really like to be students of that course and what to expect.

But I have found none :(

So! Instead of complaining, I'm being the change I want to see >:) *hehe... so deep*

''Loading...'' is dedicated to all you lost sheep out there ;)

More posts to come! *I PROMISE* ,

Loveen